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( mute ) ridiculous panic attacks are go
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i didn't think i'd be this scared of going abroad for the first time but lmfao i'm in a damn panic
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i will be the farthest away from home ever in my life and i'm terrified
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It's not ridiculous to be panicing or terrified about that. Going abroad is a scary thing, especially when you're going to a country where you don't speak the language at all.
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It may not be the best advice, but before my trip this summer and last summer, I pushed away the negatives and instead just focused on how much fun I was going to have.
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You're going with Model U.N., so you'll be with people that you know!
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yeah i'm just really scared after all of the horror stories my professor told us lmfao
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plus i got all wound up for the conference and then the conference fell through so i'm just ???????????? about the trip now
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idk what we're doing since my professor didn't tell us yet and i know we're kind of on free reign in xi'an and i'm just like no i just wanna hide
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JUST PICK A GROUP AND STICK WITH THEM
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and yeah, horror stories are horror stories
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China is just like any other country, there's safe and not safe parts of it
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so long as you stay smart and don't draw too much attention to yourself, you'll be alright honey <33
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i'm a white girl I'M GONNA DRAW ATTENTION
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i can't blend like i did in new york and i think that's what panics me
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honey, I was a Mexican in Amsterdam
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oh yes
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yeah, you'll draw attention because you're foreign/tourist
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but so long as you don't go waving money in the air going "oh my gawd american girl in china lulz" you'll be fine xD
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MY ANXIETY IS JUST... REALLY BAD THIS YEAR and it's. just overblown on this idk
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slakjfdlakjsdf lmfao oh god no
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professor told us to try to only keep smaller bills out and only use those to pay for things unless we have to use the big ones
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idk how well they'll barter with me though, since i'm completely unfamiliar with it
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is there a lot of bartering in china?
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apparently where we're going, yeah
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primarily in xi'an in the tourist areas
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:|a
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told as such a native of the city who gave us all tips
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yeah idk anything about bartering