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>>locked to: rose<<
WOW, IS ALL THIS BULLSHIT REALLY FUCKING NECESSARY?
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I MEAN
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I COULD UNDERSTAND SOME APPREHENSION
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BUT AT THIS POINT BEING A BITCH HAS ABSOLUTELY LITTLE WORTH
r❂se
Alright, you want to pretend we are doing this?
r❂se
Fine, we will pretend.
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YOU REALIZE THAT BY PRETENDING WITH THIS SORT OF THING, IT JUST HAPPENS ANYWAY.
r❂se
Not really. I am pretending that anything you say could impact my actions or decisions.
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GEE, THAT'S SUPER KIND OF YOU
r❂se
Well, I certainly try.
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GOD, YOU ARE SUCH A BITCH.
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I MEAN, YOU ARE JUDGING SOMETHING WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING ANYTHING ABOUT IT.
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AND YOU KNOW NOTHING BECAUSE YOU REFUSE TO.
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THEREFORE WHICH PART NEEDS TO BE JUDGED? YOUR BEHAVIOR.
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I'M ASSUMING THIS FIT HAS TO DO WITH MY EXISTENCE IN THE EQUATION. THAT WOULD PROBABLY BE MY REASON, TOO.
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BUT IT'S SOMETHING YOU NEED TO GET OVER.
r❂se
No, it's not about you.
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It is about Dave's involvement in the situation.
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WAIT
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WHAT?
r❂se
I have no idea what he told you. But he does not always know himself that well.
r❂se
There is no way he could pigeonhold himself into any particular quadrant and if he is trying, then it will eventually fail.
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OH
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HAHA
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WHAT, REALLY?
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OKAY THIS IS WHY YOU ASK PEOPLE THINGS BEFORE JUDGING SOMETHING
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Well, I cannot imagine it the other way around, either...
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AND AGAIN
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THIS IS WY IT'S A GREAT IDEA TO ASK QUESTIONS FIRST
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I MEAN
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USUALLY NEITHER OF US CARE ABOUT COMPROMISING. AS WE BOTH CARE ABOUT IT HERE, WE FIGURED THAT IT WAS WORTH A SHOT.
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SO THAT'S WHAT WE DO. WE COMPROMISE.
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And that... works?
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KINDA
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I THINK
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MAYBE
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WELL OKAY IT'S PRETTY MUCH JUST THAT SORT OF THING TAKES AWHILE.
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BUT IT'S WORTH A DAMN TRY.
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I WON'T LIE TO YOU. BECAUSE YOU GIVING THE TIME TO LISTEN MEANS YOU DESERVE TRUTH.
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I AM SO FUCKING IRRATIONAL RIGHT NOW IT MAKES ME WANT TO SLAP MYSELF
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I MEAN, JESUS CHRIST
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I'M AGREEING TO ALL SORTS OF SHIT I NEVER WOULD HAVE BEFORE AND I AM COMPLETELY FUCKED WITH ALL THESE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS
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GOD, FUCK THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS
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BUT I MEAN, IT'S NOT LIKE I'M NOT CAPABLE OF BEING SENSIBLE WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT
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I MEAN WITHOUT SENSIBILITY I WOULD THROW OUT ALL THE FUCKING QUADRANTS IF HE ASKED ME TO
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BUT I KNOW THAT WOULD BE EMOTIONAL SUICIDE
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SO I'M NOT. IT WOULDN'T BENEFIT EITHER OF US. NOT EVEN FOR FIVE SECONDS.
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IF IT'S WORTH A TRY IT'S WORTH A PROPER TRY
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SO YEAH. LOOK AT ALL THAT SHIT YOU DIDN'T KNOW. ANY OF IT FIX YOUR ATTITUDE?
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BECAUSE I CAN SAY MORE TO FIX IT. BUT I JUST NEED TO KNOW.
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I'VE SURE GOT A HELL OF A LOT IN HERE, THOUGH.
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COME AT ME BRO. SHOW ME YOU'RE WILLING TO TRY FOR HIM WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT. THAT'S WHAT FAMILY DOES, ISN'T IT?
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...okay, more than just the complexion of you using that slang, I have never really seen you get even close to saying those sort of things
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...per. perplexion.
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YEAH, WELL
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I GUESS IT'S SOME SORT OF REVERSE PSYCHOLOGY I COULD DO WITHOUT
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RESPECTING SOMEONE'S THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS AS THEY RESPECT YOURS MAKES YOU ACTUALLY FEEL WORTH SOMETHING.
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WOW.
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WHAT THE HELL.
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I NEVER EVEN PROCESSED THAT BEFORE THAT CHANGES EVERYTHING FUUUCK
r❂se
You mean if you do not hate yourself?
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YEAH.
r❂se
That may be something you need to get used to. Especially if you insist on engaging with humans this far.
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NO YOU DONT GET IT
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NEVER MIND
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YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO TELL ME THE SHIT YOU WANT ME TO GO ON ABOUT
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THAT'S NOT INCLUDED SO DON'T EVEN TRY IT
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I am actually not at all sure about what to ask. Which makes me feel terrible about my previous actions, if they are so easily proved wrong.
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ITS OKAY
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DONT SWEAT IT
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I DON'T EVEN CARE WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME, TO BE HONEST
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I JUST WANT YOU TO STOP SCREWING AROUND WITH HIS EMOTIONS
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WE JUST GOT JADE TO STOP FUCKING DOING THAT WE DON'T NEED YOU RIGHT AFTER, OKAY.
r❂se
This is clearly a conversation we will need to continue.
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However, it will need to be at a later as I believe I have something to fix.
r❂se
You may doubt the sincerity of this, considering the general tone of our interactions, but thank you.
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UM
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YOU KNOW I ACTUALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO THAT
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WOW. UM.
r❂se
'Thank you' or 'it is alright' tends to suffice.
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OKAY, YEAH, THOSE.
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THANKS AND ITS ALRIGHT. YEAH. THAT SOUNDS GOOD.
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