They say the twenties are the best years of your life But I seem to be spending mine missing sunsets 'Cause I'm busy on my phone observing everyone else How I compare and obsess Just me, my phone, and these walls
And I've been sober for some months But I can feel the demons waiting on my downfall Since I'm so ugly and irrelevant I've been losing friends as if I'm tryna get rid of them I Googled why I'm still desperate for validation and sedatives, huh
Callin' men who don't give a shit about me Then when my mother called I pretend I'm busy I'm tryna end up anywhere except from where I been Curtains closed, bed bound, amphetamines Mmm, and this devil on my shoulder, man, I'm tryna to shake him off
My ex is on my timeline, it's as if he's showing off My self-esteem is Facetune and ring lights My ego is conquering new heights 我的前任對象出現在我的時間軸上就好像在炫耀一樣 我的自尊都在修圖軟體和網美燈上 我的自負又達到了一個新高度
另外也特別喜歡這段 Yes, I edit my pictures to make my waist look slimmer And make my ass look bigger so that I'm someone you aspire to Let me in your algorithm, please I know I'll only be important if I'm someone you would like, follow, share, and subscribe to
If you're thirsty like me (like me) Mix some pity with some self-hate Stir it up, then add twelve ounces of rosé That's how I make the glass half-empty and drink it down 如果你像我一樣渴望獲得關注 那就攪拌一些自憐自艾和自我厭惡 混合上十二盎司的玫瑰 這就是我保持悲觀的秘訣，並一飲而盡
本來還想說
七分鐘也太長我才不會聽完結果根本神曲下收我喜歡的部份歌詞（自己翻譯
根本就現代詩
But I seem to be spending mine missing sunsets
'Cause I'm busy on my phone observing everyone else
How I compare and obsess
Just me, my phone, and these walls
但我白白浪費了光陰，因為我忙著在手機上觀察其他人的生活，忙著比較，並執著於此
就只有我、我的手機、和那些牆壁
But I can feel the demons waiting on my downfall
Since I'm so ugly and irrelevant
I've been losing friends as if I'm tryna get rid of them
I Googled why I'm still desperate for validation and sedatives, huh
但我仍舊可以感覺到惡魔們正在等待著我的墜落
因為我是如此的醜陋和無關緊要
我失去了朋友就好像是我自己想擺脫掉他們一樣
我上網估狗為什麼我仍然渴望認同感和鎮定劑
Then when my mother called I pretend I'm busy
I'm tryna end up anywhere except from where I been
Curtains closed, bed bound, amphetamines
Mmm, and this devil on my shoulder, man, I'm tryna to shake him off
但每當我母親打電話來我就裝忙不接
我試圖從我原本在的地方結束這一切
關上窗簾、被束縛在床上、安非他命
嗯，這個在我肩上的惡魔我一直試圖將它甩掉
My self-esteem is Facetune and ring lights
My ego is conquering new heights
我的前任對象出現在我的時間軸上就好像在炫耀一樣
我的自尊都在修圖軟體和網美燈上
我的自負又達到了一個新高度
Yes, I edit my pictures to make my waist look slimmer
And make my ass look bigger so that I'm someone you aspire to
Let me in your algorithm, please
I know I'll only be important if I'm someone you would like, follow, share, and subscribe to
還有讓屁股更翹，好讓我成為你渴望的對象
拜託讓我進入你的演算法中
如果我能讓你喜歡、追蹤、分享、訂閱
那才能使我變得重要
Mix some pity with some self-hate
Stir it up, then add twelve ounces of rosé
That's how I make the glass half-empty and drink it down
如果你像我一樣渴望獲得關注
那就攪拌一些自憐自艾和自我厭惡
混合上十二盎司的玫瑰
這就是我保持悲觀的秘訣，並一飲而盡
特別愛03:50之後的重節奏
肥皂劇實境秀以及自問自答的方式超級有趣
歌詞直白又誠實到不行
公司一直要她再做抖音歌
但我剛好就是從類似抖音的短影片才知道她的
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