Sherika
I really don’t understand. Yes, I’m crazy in the head, but don’t I have at least one good quality about myself?
Sherika
I tried to make amends. I give money to those who need it. I didn’t bash anyone but myself, cause I’m at fault and not them. I’ve admitted my mistakes and I’m sorry. What more must I do?
Sherika
But that’s okay. The second person who blocked me who I thought gave me a reason to bother by liking one of my plurks(whether by mistake or not, doesn’t matter) proves one thing. No one in this world actually cares about me.
Sherika
Just like the first person who blocked me, I thought they cared. But I must be satan incarnate or something cause there are folks on Wankgate who anons complain about on a constant basis, yet they have friends. I must be the worst wanker in history cause I have NONE!
Sherika
I guess everyone who claimed had cared about me, real life or not, were lying. I was never loved to begin with
Sherika
Never gonna believe everyone ever again!
Sherika
I will never allow myself to hope again.
Sherika
I must be worse than Hilter and Trump. They at least have friends and loved ones. I can’t even achieve that
Sherika
…Why does everyone hate me so much…? It’s not fair…
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This is not true. I don't hate you.
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I never did.
Sherika
You will eventually, just like the last two who blocked me
Sherika
im not forgivable and this is proof of such
Sherika
I knew it! Another blocked me. I told you so! I tarnished the YGO name and everyone there hates my guts!
Sherika
You can’t expect me to believe that folks care about me when I had attempted to make amends with them and didn’t bathmouth them or call them out on plurk or anon sites
Sherika
I guess it’s okay for eveeelse to get depressed over this or that, but when it’s me all bets are off
Sherika
*everyone else
Sherika
i wouldn’t be surprised if you blocked me too
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It will further prove my point. Go ahead, everyone else is
Sherika
/sigh… in the end, I don’t blame them. I guess I deserved it
Sherika
i wish they would talk to me on plurk if I’m that much of a bother. I would like to at least understand so maybe that I will bother changing something about myself
Sherika
Strange that “wankers” on Wankgate are more forgiving from their friends. But me having a meltdown over a misunderstanding that I was trying to make amends with is apparently minder or something
Sherika
*murder
Sherika
Whatever, why bother? No one loves me and that’s fact. The end.
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Nope. Not blocking you
✧ Łʏɳɛʏ ✧
Somebody does care, I hope you know