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september
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cecelia now has memories that have struck critical points in the dam holding back the scope of her past- the multiple lives lived and people she's loved as family, as mentor, as lover
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soooooooooooo she needs to juggle that while keeping her eyes forward
it means trying to dig for those skills she had to temper emotional outbursts
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she's gonna help darin decipher some of the drawings in the old shipwreck books for signs of other buildings in wellstone and see if replicating those won't trigger a new transformation/iteration the way that reinforcing the hotel did
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i want her to have chances to reframe her interactions with people here now with how she interacted with people in the past - with that notion of impending impermanence looming over her
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i know she's gonna talk w/flynn abt engagement stuff too so that'll be a helpful anchorpoint to keep her from spiraling into inevitability
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idk if ill make a new log or just tag others
i feel bad bc i didnt tag out as much as i shouldve last month and that probably paints me in an inaccessible light huh
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ill do better
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i think with it being a pretty lowstakes month eventwise i gotta kind of make sure im bringing something engaging to the table so im tryina brainstorm good hooks into starting convos/interactions
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(not to say lowstakes month bad more that i need to make sure im not adding to tagpiles without merit)
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u know how my shit ass is in the ebb and flow of my opinion of my own presence this ain't new
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and truth be told ive been waaay fucken behind in logging the mem recalls based on my tag-ins so i ought to do that at some pt
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sometimes i dont feel fun enough but i know that cant be true if i still get tags
but i cant get tags if i dont tag out
so thats my goal
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tag out
town sketch extrapolation
more reaction to other ppl's ish instead of cece's own (compartmentalizing for fun and profit)
Blue Oni
I am also in the tag out goal mindset lets motivate each other
Blue Oni
I’d like for Darin and Cece to talk about something to further their relationship ship a bit more but I’m drawing a blank
Blue Oni
Imma try and get a log up tonight now that im done with work
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Blue Oni : dax kind of put it in cecelia's head to try and find out if darin would marry her sooner but she's still a bit leery of darin's self-esteem issues so there may be something in that
Blue Oni
Oh I would love to try and parse that
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like how much of a goal does he need to reach before he's like
achievement unlocked this thing they've kind of defined as endgmae
and whether it should BE considered endgame and more like
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part of the ongoing
Blue Oni
Yeah I think that’s a great conversation for them to have
Kᴀᴇʏᴀ
dont worry about time, we all went sort of dead august.
єgg кηιgнт
oh esp since darin and flynn were talking about that too!! getting married sooner I mean
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Kᴀᴇʏᴀ : TOO TRUE...i at least am relieved i didnt leave anyone disappointed and hanging in my fugue
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єgg кηιgнт : time to get flynns opinions on the matter c:<
Kᴀᴇʏᴀ
Nah man you good. So much exploded everywhere
Kᴀᴇʏᴀ
Also Diluc will seek her advice this month. Past stuff got revealed and he is unsure how to handle it
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Nyohoho
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